My reply is typically something along the lines of "I'm keeping it at a low simmer."
"Why?" they inquire with genuine or feigned interest and concern.
I suppose it's because I have no inflated delusions of what my time as a soldier will be like. I know it will-- for the very large part-- not be fun and I will be treated like a grunt. I am fine with that. I am too old (they told me) to serve in a combat unit and too valuable (I told them) to be wasted thus, so my brief time in the IDF will not be on the front lines or involve anything "heroic". That's fine with me. I've read enough Hemingway, James Jones, Wilfred Owen, and Tim O'Brian and seen "Band of Brothers", "The Pacific", and "Empire of the Sun" to have illusions of grandeur about the military. I am not "ardent for some desperate glory" or fooled by "the old Lie: dulce et decorum est / pro patria mori". Go ahead and scoff at my being a jobnik soldier, I don't care.
Nonetheless, I can not help but grow anxious about my impending enlistment when Israel's neighbors are trembling with rumors of revolution. Lebanon trembles as Hezbollah makes a parliamentary powerplay and unrest grows. Should violence ensue, Israel's territorial integrity and security could very well be compromised. Egypt has been wracked by days of protests and a bout of self-immolations inspired by the uprising in Tunisia and nigh unto three decades of totalitarian rule under Hosni Mubarak. With Mubarak not getting any younger and the Muslim Brotherhood's underground popularity at an all time high, revolution in Egypt would not bode well for Israel. Lastly-- and possibly most significantly, the Palestine Papers, released this week by al-Jazeera, have undercut Abbas and Fatah's popularity among the Palestinian public by exposing their concession of territories considered vital to the future Palestinian state. Fluctuation in the balance of power among the Palestinian factions-- especially the empowerment of Hamas-- will certainly have averse effects for Israel.
All I can do is wait and keep my wits about me.
I will continue writing about my experience as a soldier in the IDF, and specifically (if things play out as I've been told) as part of the Israeli military administration in the West Bank.
I will continue writing about my experience as a soldier in the IDF, and specifically (if things play out as I've been told) as part of the Israeli military administration in the West Bank.